I....I know you won't see this cuz......yeeeeaahh...but, I-if somehow....if I....if I had a time machine....I would've went back in time to meet you....and...if this could've happened....I....I-i would've helped you....I...I could've helped....even if I couldn't, I would've tried my best....I'm so sorry that happened to you....I...I....*sigh* I know you...you aren't getting this, but....but I feel like I should at least.....at least say something to you....